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entry.
my sleep cycle is so fucked up. I have no clue what I’m doing up at nine am, besides counting calories, calories burned, stressing. blah. oh well.
so, I’ve been thinking about when I manage to get a job, getting a credit card and buying a computer. I really need one, and I figure if I do that, and only use the card for the computer, pay it off, then close it out it wont be a bad idea. build some credit or whatever.
been thinking of moving to baltimore when I get the means to. I think it’d be a nice change, and a good excuse to go exploring and maybe find some old john waters filming sites. that’d be fun. or maybe I want to go somewhere more sunny and beachy. I’m not sure. my destination seems to change with my spastic moods. its a shame, because I really want out, I’m just never REALLY sure where to go…
small workout, shower, then bed, I think.
”This is what you shall do; Love the earth and sun and the animals, despise riches, give alms to every one that asks, stand up for the stupid and crazy, devote your income and labor to others, hate tyrants, argue not concerning God, have patience and indulgence toward the people, take off your hat to nothing known or unknown or to any man or number of men, go freely with powerful uneducated persons and with the young and with the mothers of families, read these leaves in the open air every season of every year of your life, re-examine all you have been told at school or church or in any book, dismiss whatever insults your own soul, and your very flesh shall be a great poem and have the richest fluency not only in its words but in the silent lines of its lips and face and between the lashes of your eyes and in every motion and joint of your body.”
— Walt Whitman~One of my favorite quotations from Whitman
What the fuck…I don’t even know how to explain this…
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seven thirteen am, wtf?
I’m bored. and its entirely too early. new diet starts today/tomorrow/whenever I wake up. I’m ready to stop being sick so I can start working out as well. blahblahblah. miss swiss wiss introduced me to an old serial killer id never heard of, albert fish. spent a good while googling him. twas goddamn nuts, wikipedia him if you don’t know who he is already. one of the many interesting things I’ve stumbled upon tonight I have to share with my dirty, currently sleepin-ass friend tomorrow.
it seems weird to me that people sleep at night. but hell, I guess it is winter. night is significantly colder this time of year. I don’t know what I’m talking about anymore. feeling loopy.
anyway. cough medicine is starting to finally work obviously, and I’m lacking motivation to stay awake. oh well. goodnight.
INSPIRING THINSPIRATION: Losing 219 Pounds in 10 Months
this is amazing. ohmgee.Meet Shirley, 10 months ago, she weighed 343 pounds.
After 10 months of serious work out and strict diet (no treatments and surgery), this is how she looks now.
She lost a total of 219 pounds and currently weighs 124 pounds.
SHE’S TRULY INSPIRATIONAL. PLEASE DON’T LOSE HOPE, if Shirley can, we all can. :) Good luck beautiful!
HOLY SHIT.
THIS IS ACTUALLY AMAZING. GO SHIRLEY!
This is absolutely fantastic.
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